客廳墻角的那座老式座鐘,停在凌晨三點十五分。鐘擺一動不動,玻璃罩上落了層薄薄的灰塵,指針像是被凍住了,再也不會隨著時間的流逝而轉動。這是母親最喜歡的座鐘,從她嫁過來那天起,就一直擺在那里,滴答滴答地走了四十年。
母親總說,這座鐘是外公送她的嫁妝,德國進口的,走時準得很。每天早上六點,它會準時敲響,聲音洪亮,能把整個院子里的人都叫醒。母親會在鐘聲里起床,生火做飯,打掃院子,開始一天的忙碌。晚上十點,鐘聲再次響起,母親會借著燈光,縫補我們兄妹的衣服,直到鐘擺的滴答聲伴我們進入夢鄉。
小時候,我總愛趴在玻璃罩上看鐘擺晃動,覺得那左右搖擺的樣子像是在跳舞。有次趁母親不注意,偷偷把鐘擺撥停了,結果被母親狠狠地打了手心。“時間怎么能隨便停呢?” 母親的語氣很嚴厲,眼里卻含著淚,“日子就像這鐘擺,得一步一步地走,才能過出滋味來。” 從那以后,我再也沒碰過座鐘的擺錘。
母親生病后,座鐘像是有了靈性,走時越來越慢。有時候早上六點的鐘聲,會拖到六點半才響,聲音也變得沉悶,像是在嘆息。我找了修鐘師傅來看,他說零件老化得厲害,修不好了。母親卻不讓扔,說:“就讓它慢慢走著吧,跟我一樣,走不動了也得撐著。”
最后那段日子,母親躺在床上,已經分不清白天黑夜。但每當座鐘敲響,她的眼睛就會微微睜開,像是在傾聽時間的聲音。有次鐘擺突然卡住了,母親急得用微弱的聲音說:“鐘…… 鐘停了……” 我趕緊去擺弄,鐘擺卻怎么也動不了。母親看著停擺的座鐘,眼淚順著眼角流下來,浸濕了枕巾。
母親走的那天,正是座鐘停擺的時間 —— 凌晨三點十五分。像是冥冥中注定,她要和這座陪伴了她四十年的座鐘,一起停下腳步。處理完母親的后事,我想把座鐘扔掉,父親卻攔住了:“留著吧,看到它,就像看到你媽還在一樣。”
現在,座鐘依舊擺在客廳墻角,停在凌晨三點十五分。父親每天都會用抹布擦拭玻璃罩,動作輕柔,像是在撫摸母親的手。有次我半夜醒來,聽見客廳里有動靜,走過去一看,父親正坐在座鐘旁,手里拿著母親的照片,喃喃自語:“你看,鐘停了,日子卻還得接著過……”
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窗外的月光透過玻璃,照在座鐘上,鍍上了一層清冷的銀輝。我知道,這座停擺的座鐘,再也不會走動了。就像母親,永遠地離開了我們,只留下無盡的思念,在每個寂靜的夜晚,隨著鐘擺的影子,悄悄地蔓延。
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