陳默的抽屜里鎖著個褪色的鐵皮盒,里面裝著半塊桂花糕,一張泛黃的電影票,還有枚缺了角的銀杏葉。這些都是林溪留下的,像標本一樣定格著 2015 年的秋天。
他們是在圖書館認識的。林溪總坐在靠窗的位置讀詩,陽光落在她垂著的睫毛上,像鍍了層金邊。陳默那時在準備考研,卻總忍不住看她用鋼筆在筆記本上寫字,筆尖劃過紙張的沙沙聲,比任何背書聲都動聽。
那年銀杏黃透的時候,他們一起在校園里散步。林溪撿起片完整的葉子夾進他的書里:“等你考上研究生,我們就去看《小王子》的首映。” 電影票根現在還躺在鐵皮盒里,座位是連在一起的,只是那場電影,陳默最終是一個人看的。
林溪的父親突然病重,她不得不放棄保研機會,回老家接手家里的小飯館。臨走前她在他宿舍樓下站了整夜,卻沒敢上樓道別,只托宿管留下那盒桂花糕,是她親手做的,甜得發膩。
陳默收到桂花糕時,考研成績剛出來,他考上了她曾向往的學校。他握著錄取通知書在操場走了一圈又一圈,手機里編輯好的消息刪了又改,最后只變成一個紅色的感嘆號 —— 她已經拉黑了他所有的聯系方式。
后來陳默成了大學老師,每年新生入學時,都會在圖書館靠窗的位置放一本《小王子》。有次學生問他:“老師,您相信念念不忘必有回響嗎?” 他望著窗外飄落的銀杏葉,想起林溪曾說過,銀杏的花語是 “永恒的等待”。
去年在杭州開學術會議,他路過一條老街,聞到熟悉的桂花香氣。循味望去,小飯館的招牌上寫著 “林記糕團”,老板娘正系著圍裙給客人打包,鬢角別著朵小小的桂花。
陳默站在街對面看了很久,直到老板娘抬頭望過來,他才慌忙轉身走進人群。他知道她也認出了自己,因為他轉身時,聽見身后傳來碗碟落地的脆響,像極了那年秋天,他摔碎的那只裝桂花糕的白瓷碗。
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有些告別注定是無聲的,就像林溪留在鐵皮盒里的半塊桂花糕,明知不會再有下文,卻還是舍不得扔掉。不再聯系不是不愛,而是知道不能再打擾,只能把想念釀成陳年的酒,在每個相似的秋夜里,獨自品咂那份帶著回甘的悵惘。
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